More than 09

Well... this post should officially put me at more posts this year than last... which is either a good thing, or it means I was a lazy bum last year when it came to writing. I have a sneaking suspicion that it is the later, and not the former. Still... I've been trying to write a little more this year than last, and I even kind of have a story/book thing in the works. Once I get an actual chapter written, and not the tons of random, semi-connected sections I currently have, I'll post the chapter here.

Anyway... Didn't really have too much to post outside of that. Will try to add another post maybe tomorrow... Well... I did finish reading A Feast For Crows by George RR Martin, and that was a great book... and tomorrow brings the next dresden files book... and I have the most recent Mercy Thompson book on my shelf that needs reading.... gah! Too many books to read!!!!

Also, thinking about asking Ryan out... or at least if he's single. I'm just afraid that doing so might be a mistake. I don't know... I really don't have much experience in the realm of romance. Hell... I don't have a lot of experience in the realm of dealing with people in general, which is one of the major regions I'm a CS major (decided to change majors back at the end of 09) and not something that requires more person to person contact (ie, psychology or sales or something.) On the one hand, he's kind of cute, and he doesn't like apple products, and he's fun to hang around. On the other hand, he seems some what immature...ish. Not in conversation per se... but in his listings of priorities, his understanding of things like history and personal economics, and things like that... though, to be fair, I seem to have an issue prioritizing as well, otherwise I'd have already gotten my 4 year degree, and not be about to start my 6...ish year.

Still... I want someone to be able to hold me. I want to be with someone, love someone, and try out some of the things in some of the... ummm.... fiction I've read with someone. Yet... I don't know. I know waiting around for the right person would be a major mistake, I'm just afraid that choosing the wrong person would be a mistake as well... And also, if he had any interest in me, he'd probably ask me out or something by now. The last thing I'd want to do is to ask him out, find out he's not interested, then have things be awkward between the two of us. I don't really have a lot of friends, and I have no wish of loosing one.

Anyway, I have to be up in six and a half hours for work... so ~Night!