Promised Post

Yes, here's my updated post...

I've been feeling up and down... with a lot more lows than highs. I have almost stopped caring about school, though I still at least attend classes. Well, I have withdrawn from one of my classes... It was my electrical networks class.... Well... not networks, systems. It's not that I don't see a point or purpose in school... I just can't see how one relates to me per se... ok, maybe that's not quite right either. It's just... I feel like there's no escape from my current jobs. Not that they're bad jobs, but, just... I've already reached the amount of schooling I need for them... and, well, a part of me believes that, no matter what I do, I'm going to be stuck at these jobs until the day I die. And, well... sometimes I want that day to be closer than other days.

The other reason I've lost a good deal amount of interest in my course work is, I have very little idea in some of my classes what's going on. That was the primary reason I dropped electrical systems, and although I kind of grasp some of the stuff in my Semiconductor's class, but the math just escapes me. I thought I'd never need Quantum Physics and Chemistry for Computer Engineering. I never thought I'd be so totally wrong. Maybe I should just start thinking about switching to computer sci... at least there'd be more programming.

Starting to get a little back into Wiccan and the occult and that type of stuff... Picked up a Tarot deck on Friday. In the very least, it has really pretty artwork, though it's kind of hard to find a deck that isn't either in bright pastels or way too gothy. Still, I picked up a fantasy deck, and I like the way everything is shown in it... Now all I need to do is find my old books on the Subject from highschool/early college and I should be set on using it...

Also, I picked up "My Japanese Coach" for the DS. That game is pretty cool. Well... not so much a game as it's a learning experience thing, but still, it's a nice addition to my game catalog.

Anyway, I'm going to log... ~Night