All Things Scary on All Hallow's EvE

Ya, another post, with out a two month delay. Hopefully I'll try to be a little less emo in this one then I was in the previous one...

Halloween's coming, and I really don't have anything to do for it. No clubs that I'm a part of our doing anything for Halloween =(, and and I currently lack the friend base to be able to throw/attend a Halloween party and enjoy it. Oh, and I also don't have a costume. Though, on the plus side, the local anime club s throwing a Halloween Murder Mystery thing on Sunday that I might attend. I'm not really a member of their club because their meetings are on Saturday nights, which is when I'm back at my parents to work =(. Though I do have an invite to it, since I am on the their facebook account, so if I leave early enough on Sunday from home after work, I'll be attending the Murder Mystery thing to give me something to do for Halloween. After all, Halloween is my favorite holiday of the year.

I'm doing a little bit better in my classes than I was in my last post, but not by much =(. I have a physics test come Wednesday that I'm not ready for. You know all that abstract atomic theory about the quantinization of matter and light? That's what it's going to be on. And the things I hate most about physics is atomic structure and nuclear physics =(. Though I'll probably be spending a good portion of my time studying over the weekend, minus that anime thing I want to do...

I have discovered that the greatest determent to my time at the moment is EvE. But, I really don't want to quit playing. It is my largest joy here in Orlando... well, may not my largest, but it is something I really enjoy doing. And it's not so much the space flight thingy (though I do love sci-fi) as it is a combination of having people to talk to (even if their only online) and being able to have more control over my character's outcomes than I do in the real world. Not that I don't control my real life, it's just that... I have a lot more freedom in EvE than I do in the real world. It is fairly easy to be something in EvE, not that it's difficult to do it in the RL, just... I don't know. I just enjoy it more I guess... And as such, I am really reluctant to part to part with it. Maybe I should, but...

There is a guy here I am interested in, but I don't think he's interested in me the same way I'm interested in him... at least, I don't think so. Still, he's interested in anime, gaming, and programming, so that should be a decent connection there. Though it might be more like he's free on the weekends, and I'm not =(. Stupid job with my parents. I did ask if he was free Wednesday night (you know, after my physics test), and he said it looked ok so far, but that he can't be certain till Tuesday, which doesn't sound too good to me =(. Still, hoprefully me and him can get together to watch some anime or something. And if that goes well, we might be able to meet up a little more often and become something more than friends. Hopefully... maybe...

Anyway, I have class soon, so I need to log and attend that. I'll try to post later in the week...