I've been lazy

I've been lazy, and I haven't posted in about a month. Not that there has been much for me to post about. For the last month or two, my life has basically consisted of three things: working, hanging out with friends at a diner, or playing EvE. Not that I mind those three things, but...

Well, those three things aren't the only things I've been up to really... I did go to my cousin's wedding about a month ago. The wedding itself was nice. It was all out doors in a beautiful location. The thing that I didn't like about everything though was my family. I really can only take them in small doses most of the time, and spending about 8 days with them is a little bit more than a small dose. It's not that I don't love them, but.... just something about them, espically my father, gets on my nerves. I'm not that only one in my family with the issue though. In the car wide up there, a few comments my dad made to Catherine made her burst into tears, and he's not on speaking terms with his parents. They each have their own problems with each other though, so that more of a mutual thing. We actually almost left the day before the ceremony because of an argument my father had with his brother and his parents... just realized that I already posted about the wedding, and that this post now seems a bit redundant...

I did go to metrocon on Saturday. The con itself would have been insanely fun... had I someone to go with. Instead, I ended up going by myself, because Gina had a wedding to go to, and Aaron had to work. I don't know if Aaron tried to get the con day off, I don't think he did, so I'm kind of upset with him at leaving me alone at the con, but I don't have any issue with Gina at the moment. Actually, out of all my friends, I probably trust her the most with information about myself and being honest to me and being there when I need her. But... the con.... I ended up annoying the people at the art booths because I didn't have anyone to do anything with. I would talk to a few people who passed me by, but I didn't really find any group of people to converse with at the con. I started to feel really lonely at the con around 2ish, and left at 3. I'm also kind of upset that my boyfriend wasn't able to go with me either... but he's going to Otakon and is taking 10 days off for that, so I doubt his work would have given him the time off. I'm also kind of angry with myself for not having more people to go to these things with. But that's just me...

As to my Boyfriend and I, I just wish I could spend more time with him than once a week. He lives in Wesley Chapel, I live in manatee county, so we end up meeting halfway in Tampa... which is 35 miles away =(. I just think about him a lot, and wish I could spend more time with him. And then he's going to otakon I think next week, so I won't be able to see him for a week =(. I just like being held by him, or holding him, or nibbling on his ear... =P. We found a hospital parking lot in Tampa that we like to cuddle in, since it's open 24/7, is safe, and has no security... unlike the malls in tampa, which aren't safe and have annoying security guards getting angry at you for taking up a parking space for 3 hours... it's our fault we don't have anywhere else to cuddle =(.

Anyway, I need to log for work, and with me not having written a blog post for a month, this all seems too choppy and difficult to read. So I'm going to log... ~Night!