It' been awhile

I know it's been a while, and I apologize for the lack of posts. I guess I kind of killed all hits to my blog... but if anyone IS taking time out of their busy day to read this, thanks for reading. Also, sorry this post is black and white.

The reason why I haven't posted is, well, apathy. It's hard to muster enough energy to care about posting on your Blog when you debate weather or not to wake up in the morning. I guess I really don't like my new job, which I will have been at for a full month starting tomorrow. I don't know why I don't enjoy it. I guess it might be that IT makes a neat hobby, but not a neat career. It's too.... I don't know. But the job is needed. Some people at my office don't even know what My Computer is. One person was trying to access files by attaching them to an email. Then she wondered why she had numerous copies of the file. But it's not ignorance. It's something that claws at my soul. Tears at my being. That spas my energy away, leaving only an empty shell of a person. Or that maybe I don't get home till 8. Which means I spend 12 hours doing work and school related stuff. That'll increase to 14 when the new semester starts. At least 14. I'll have morning classes, my Job in the middle of the day, evening classes, and then I'll have to close the lab. End result: I won't be home till 10. When I'll leave it at about 7:30.

But as much as I dislike being a tech person thingy, I can't help but be geekier with each passing day. I now fantasize about putting cathode lighting in my computer!!! Or running something with 4 gigs of RAM!!!! It's pathetic.

On a less pathetic note, they've released a new copy of Harvest Moon. This one where you play as a girl. I loved the orginal one for the SNES, but I haven't played any new ones. (Technicly, I played the orginal on an emulator, but....) Since I liked the orginal so much, I'm going to purchase the newest one. Of course, that'll only add one more game to my to play list, Half Life 2 being at the top. (OK, I know what this sounds like, but they're going to put out new consuels soon, and that ussualy means stores will get rid of all the old consel games. Not by sale, just by not reordering any. DVD drives on the other hand, will be around even after Blu Ray drives are released.) (OK, I know that's a weak argument, but come on!!! I need more gamecube games!!! I would like to get res. evil on it though, and Silent Hill 4 on my xbox, and maybe still frame, and.... )(I do not have a horror problem!!!!!!) But where was I? OH ya, I'm probally going to pick up Harvest moon with my next paycheck. The paycheck after that will go to a new DVD drive, and the one after that will pay off my preorder on Civ4. (The civ games are the best!) After the civ game is payed off, the next check will go to paying off my zelda reservation. I don't care what anyone says, but Zelda is an excellent seris, and Wind Waker was opne of the best ones in the seiris. (Yes, I know. Crap graphics. But it's still good.) As to the games I need to ACTUALLY play... hehe. I have a long list of games at home that I have yet to finish. Stupid CoH, and your socializing. Wow, I am a geek.

Anyway, I need to log now, sorry again for the lack of posts.