Well, another day at albertsons...
Not much to say about albertsons, except I had to work with David. Now David is one of those employees who isn't all there in the head. He stabs boxes with his knife, and he goes off on these weird conversations about stuff that only he wants to talk about. My manager and I try to stay as far away from him as possible. Right now, he's probally the creepiest person in the store.
Anyway, after work I should have went to church.... except I ended up falling to sleep for an hour. It's not that I didn't want to go to church.
I do not like my church, and I'm not a big fan of christianity in general, but I do admire those people who have the amount of faith needed to know something is there that they have no proof in. Those people, at least the ones I know who have REAL faith, live a good, christian life. Christianity itself is not a bad reliogion, and I admire any person who has the faith to follow it, it's just that I can not believe in a good, loving, supream god. There is also a lot of things in the Bible, too many for me to list right now, that I can not agree with. Personly, I can't believe in a pure good God. That's one of the reasons I believe in Wicca more than Christianity, I guess, because the God and Goddess of Wicca is neutral.
I mean, the part of me that is Christian wants me to believe that God is a close, loving God. That part of me wants to believe that everything is nice, and happy, and there is some plan for the universe, some overall thing. But.... No. I mean I can not.... I just can't accept that concept of the universe.
Anyway, I have to get going, my sister wants to go to wall mart.... I'll probally continue my rantings later tonight... two posts in one day! Later.
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